Cutstuff Sanctuary

[ZeStopper]

Unfortunately,
I happen to be in the cool crowd.

Meh.


Also, I have been harboring a deep dark secret.

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I had a mustache and a beard,
And I'm 13.

[Deviddo]

Musashi, are you insulting them or something?  If they feel lousy or that some member of their family doesn't understand them, then why can't they mention it?  Here of all places is appropriate, its not as if they go around "woe is me i hate my life".

Sorry if I'm being rude here, but I feel that was uncalled for.

[Galactan]

Okay, I'll give.

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I am slowly losing my grip on reality.

I can see faces in everything, sometimes they move, I once heard one speak to another about politics (the faces are all Republicans).  I get deja vu a lot.  My dreams are becoming stranger every day.  I hear voices in my head sometimes.  The voices are nice and benign, but it's still weird.  I talk to thin air, I get split personalities during tough decisions, I get flashes of images in my head at random points...

And I have no clue why.

[ZeStopper]

I get déjà vu a lot too.

[Max]

Still not sure if whydee is trolling or not though.

I'm a 26 year old bisexual who acts like she's 12
Come at me

[MusashiAA]

Still not sure if whydee is trolling or not though.

I'm a 26 year old bisexual who acts like she's 12
Come at me

Yup, most definitely trolling. Can't take that seriously in any way.

[Turbodude]

Well, I'm a 16 (17 in literally a day) year old bisexual that acts like they are in their 20s, and I'm not joking.

Also, can I just say that to contribute to this  I have an extremely irrational fear of losing friends. By irrational, I mean literally tearing up and crying at the thought of losing someone.

Is that a sign of a detachment issue?

[Kapus]

Losing friends as in breaking apart from them, or losing them as in having them pass away?

[Turbodude]

Breaking apart, though people passing away in general makes me even more saddened.

[LlamaHombre]

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I legit had a breakdown when Freeman left

I just couldn't believe it - Freeman was always one of the ones most tolerable to bullshit, and to just see him snap broke me. I think I even famitracked my sorrows out - I think it's the only Ace Attorney song on my channel too. In hindsight it was kinda pointless considering he never truly left but whatever. Something about the possibility just kinda hit me in a sensitive spot, I guess.

[-FiniteZero-]

On most forums I'm on, I constantly feel as though I am the "newbie". Perhaps it's because I don't think I ever leave a lasting impact, or perhaps it's because I don't make friends easily, so I feel detached from the rest of the forum-goers. I have a similar problem in real life, where while I am quite friendly, I don't really get attached to people, either.

[Dr. Freeman]

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I legit had a breakdown when Freeman left

I just couldn't believe it - Freeman was always one of the ones most tolerable to bullshit, and to just see him snap broke me. I think I even famitracked my sorrows out - I think it's the only Ace Attorney song on my channel too. In hindsight it was kinda pointless considering he never truly left but whatever. Something about the possibility just kinda hit me in a sensitive spot, I guess.

Oh now I feel bad...

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I was going to post something about that actually, how convenient.

I'm 99% sure I'm too much of a perfectionist and slight "freaking out over possibilities of everything"
Or however you put that in an actual sentence.
Really, part of me leaving not counting the War thing and how IS3 was a trainwreck had to do with that whole attitude thing that I made a 30 hour rant about. There's that, but I was dead certain (and still worry occasionally) that some people are just talking about me behind my back because it was happening so often with everything else.
So that's a thing.

I ALSO HATE TOMATOES!!!1111K;ASDJF

[XJ9]

MAYBE IF I SAY I'M ANDROGYNOUS PEOPLE WILL PAY ATTENTION TO ME

[Geno]

On most forums I'm on, I constantly feel as though I am the "newbie". Perhaps it's because I don't think I ever leave a lasting impact, or perhaps it's because I don't make friends easily, so I feel detached from the rest of the forum-goers. I have a similar problem in real life, where while I am quite friendly, I don't really get attached to people, either.

what the heck.

That is the same way I feel.

Well, I'm not sure about the "not leaving a lasting impact" part, but the rest of it is JUST like me.


I wonder how many people on here actually consider me as a friend of sorts?

[Colonel ServBot]

Well, Geno, I would consider you a friend if I knew a little bit more about you, traded banter a little, if you joined CSZ(Sarcasm), Have a few non-megaman related conversations, and if we played MM8BDM together frequently. I mean, thats how New_Female/LeoAlex50/AzureSky/Hilman170499/ ZeStopper all became friends. And personally, I think you'd be a pretty kick-ass friend if I got to know you.

Also, spoilered for a reason

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At first, I felt like it was my fault Freeman left because I was being an idiot in my past year on CutStuff. I have a guilt problem, like, if something happens and I'm near it or involved in it, I'll usually blame it on myself. I seriously almost left this place on a couple of occasions.