Cutstuff Sanctuary

[Rui]

Well, i know how hard it can be having it, i'm just saying that cus it's nice to know i wasn't the only one here... @~@

[Ceridran]

As far as I'm aware I deal with nothing like that and I don't even have allergies

[Thunderono]

I actually have a minor case of Asberger's Sydrome.  It's minor enough to really only cause me to stress easily, but I do actually have access to a 504 plan.  I was a little surprised to find out how many others here have the same condition.

Thank god I don't have to take those stupid pills anymore.  I don't care what you say, pills are supposed to be capsules.

Also I'm far too underweight for my age
I'm like 100 pounds exactly and nearing my sixteenth birthday

[Kapus]

Also I'm far too underweight for my age
I'm like 100 pounds exactly and nearing my sixteenth birthday

I don't think I was that much heavier when I was 16. I don't even weigh 120 as I am now. Don't worry about it! Some of us are just pretty light. I have a rather high metabolism, which I think contributes to it.

[*Alice]

I am bad at talking in ways people don't misunderstand.

And I edit all my posts and PMs I write here countless times after posting/sending because there are always things that I feel like I need to add.

And I don't talk too clearly irl. Both in terms of articulation and talking too quietly. But I happen to talk too loudly annoyingly often, too, because I just can't really control how loud I talk too well.

And I severely dislike talking on the phone because it relies even more on what you say than normal talking does. And you can't quickly add things like in text form.

And I often talk without thinking beforehand.

And I keep using either too many short independent clauses or overly nested subordinate clauses which is probably really annoying to decipher.

I'm horrible at talking.


Now guess how often I feel dumb/embarassed/other bad things because of things I say/write.
Also, these are some of the reasons why I never used and probably never will use Skype calls, ever.

[Ceridran]

I am bad at talking in ways people don't misunderstand.

And I edit all my posts and PMs I write here countless times after posting/sending because there are always things that I feel like I need to add.

And I don't talk too clearly irl. Both in terms of articulation and talking too quietly. But I happen to talk too loudly annoyingly often, too, because I just can't really control how loud I talk too well.

And I severely dislike talking on the phone because it relies even more on what you say than normal talking does. And you can't quickly add things like in text form.

And I often talk without thinking beforehand.

And I keep using either too many short independent clauses or overly nested subordinate clauses which is probably really annoying to decipher.

I'm horrible at talking.


Now guess how often I feel dumb/embarassed/other bad things because of things I say/write.
Also, these are some of the reasons why I never used and probably never will use Skype calls, ever.

These all apply to me as well. Especially the last one, and the fact that I either talk quietly, or I talk loud in a mad or unrefined tone.

[Rozark]

I find myself getting bored more often than I should as of late.
I don't really know what to do anymore.
I mean, I know what I want to do, I just can't really do it.
It's just a lack of motivation I suppose- but I really am trying.

Something exciting should happen so I can gain interest, perhaps.

[SmashTheEchidna]

I know exactly how you feel, Rozark. I find myself the same way more often than I have any right to.

[ice]

You know what's fun? having multiple personalities, mild tourrettes, and one of my personalities has extreme rage issues

[Laggy Blazko]

Huh, is that why your CSCC class is both Ice and Sparky?

[ice]

yep, even though there are more of them, those two are my most prominant

In short, I really need mental help @_@

[Geno]

I tend to operate as if everyone thinks I'm a loser.
So, for example, if I go on about my opinion about something (like, say, Mario Kart 8's remade courses), I automatically assume people don't give a crap and are sick and tired of me going on about it.
And, for another example, whenever I draw, sprite, or doodle anything to do with my character, I also automatically assume people don't care, and they think my character's rubbish or something...
(To be honest, I'll probably feel a little better if someone assures me that this is not the case, as so far, I can only hopefully assume that this is not the case for my 1 friend that actually also considers me their friend at this place)

Maybe this has to do with how most other humanoids treat me at school, what with all this "pretending I don't exist" crap they seem to pull on me. (The only times they acknowledge my existence, is if I am doing some sort of terrible oral presentation in class, if I hold the door for them although that only seems to apply to girls and teachers, as well as my aforementioned friends, or if they need to steal a chair from me.)
With the exception of my friends, teachers, a few acquaintances, and a handful of assholes who I wish would LEAVE ME ALONE when they see me, this applies to everyone.
Although I bet that the only reason why this is affecting me so much, is that I went from basically being friends with everybody in my (gifted) grade, to having virtually no friends at all, and the few ones I have, I usually do not share classes with them, EVEN THOUGH WE DO HAVE THE SAME CLASSES!

So, in other words, unless I make friends with anyone, they don't care 'bout me, and forget I exist. YEP, THAT DEFINITELY MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY[/sarcasm]

'though this kinda explains why I enjoy being on this site, more than at school; more people actually take note of my existence (well, HOPEFULLY)

[Rui]

Well, if you want me to be honest, I always thought your characters looked really cool and the sprite comics you've made were pretty fun to read! O:

Also, I'd like to talk to you more, and I think you're a really rad person, thing is that I'm rather really shy and I tend to be a bit intimidated if I ever make myself look weird/awkward in a conversation. @w@

[Ceridran]

I tend to operate as if everyone thinks I'm a loser.

I think it's obvious how much more I do this than you do.

[Dr. Freeman]

Real talk Geno, while I never interact with you ever I think most of your spritework are the bees knees. You shouldn't feel down on yourself for it, it's usually pretty nifty.

Whoaaaa motivation speech