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« on: August 16, 2016, 01:09:40 AM »
So as a few of you know to varying degrees, the last 12 months for me have been pretty terrible. It hasn't been, of course, the worst 12 months anyone could ever possibly endure, but it's certainly been the most trying 12 months of my life; I hope (and expect, given the standing record) that it remains that way.
I'm not going into details and this isn't meant to be a long post (and I know I've made a couple similar posts in the past but bear with me pls). Though in the last 12 months my overall presence here hit total rock bottom, when times are roughest we turn to what we know for comfort, and y'all have been all the support I need to stay positive. The very close friends I've made here over the years have really been some of the strongest rocks in my life, and this community as a whole - each and every person that I run into on the forums, on Skype, or in a server - is something I have grown to depend on as a constant. When I feel the most overwhelmed or helpless, my short break from reality is to slap on a new alias, and head into the most populated server (whatever it is!) and enjoy the company and the game I love.
I've grown a lot in the past 12 months, and I've gained a lot of knowledge and a lot of wisdom. I think my values have matured into something full, and though I still don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life specifically, I know that I can never sight of the value that lies in our connections with and our impact on other people. After all of that growth, I still come back to Cutstuff and MM8BDM no matter what.
So thanks y'all for being an awesome group of people to play MM8BDM with, hang out with, goof off with, etc. Basically is all I'm saying. Nothing new I guess, was just feeling it tonight.
P.S. I've been in the process of moving into new apartment so sorry I've been RIP the past week, we in there now tho