Hey guys. It's me again. If you're not with the well-known regulars of this community, you might not understand my situation.
Long ago, I used to communicate with the well-known regulars and get along well with them. Then, my past behaviour at some points changed everything. They never let me live it down, and we fail to reconcile in spite of my attempts. These days, I'm just in the ghost of my former glory, feeling like I'm losing my spark. I don't even talk to some of my closest online friends as often as before.
Let me be honest here, I'm not here to show off nor hurt others. I just want to have fun and enjoy my time with you guys. However, due to the way I acted, some people no longer accept me and we can't seem to reconcile. Some sometimes even make fun of me. I mean, friendly teasing is okay, but there is no need to humilate me.
Okay, okay, let's cut to the chase. I'd like to use this time to genuinely apologise to you all for however I have wronged you. I am not forcing you to reconcile, but I would be glad if we could all treat one-another as equals and be friends. Is there ever anything rewarding for constantly mis-treating me? Am I really an enemy to most of the well-known regulars of the Cutstuff community? Do I deserve to be mis-treated in the first place? Please, ladies and gentlemen, do answer these questions.
Long story short, I'm sorry for whatever I've done and I want to reconcile with you and get things back on track.
If this was all a big mis-understanding from my side, do inform me.
Thanks in advance and I hope you could give me your most sincere opinions. Then again, I don't think it's like you even care anymore considering how far I've went. That, and the fact that I'm not looking for sympathy, just forgiveness.
Admittedly, I didn't do my best at wording this speech out.
BLUE FOR DAYS!!!