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« on: May 01, 2012, 12:16:20 AM »
Certain people may know this, but I'm keeping this anonymous as possible. If you don't like rants, then don't read, simple as that.
Ugh... This chat at Xat has finally gotten to the point I don't want to do anything with them anymore. Every time I go back, in the end I feel either betray or been picked on. I finally removed them on everywhere I had them. Why? Here's the story.
First Strike!
So basically, I gave a member a good impression to the group, I was well-liked there over the summer, everything was fine, all went well, we had ups and downs. Until, many people (including me as well) were causing drama. Eventually, the drama worsened when I invited someone who apparently had chronic depression, when he was there, he would always whined, attack people, and threatened to kill himself, which ended causing drama, so the drama situation basically worsened. But what really got me when my FORMER favorite member (I can't even trust him now), told his bromance friend our secret (Not telling what it is, it's EXTREMELY personal), I left feeling really hurt and wanted to go back to life. So then, I told the member I gave a good impression with (Who was also causing drama) that I wanted to hang out my real life friend, but the drama guy forced me the come back because the guy was hurt. So yeah, dealing with drama for a couple of weeks, in the end, the drama killed the chat and the people migrate to the another chat, so the good impression guy hated me now for showing a screenshot and I wanted him to be quiet since I was irritated by his questions. So, I had to make my own chat to avoid the guy to prevent further drama.
Second Strike!
When my chat was alive, at the end, one of the members I had got into a fight with someone when I told him not to! The guy he was fighting with blocked me, my co-admin and the member ditched me, and someone when them. I was so hurt when that happen, I finally exploded after that. Then I was forced to go to... Well, let's say Sonic699's chat, eventually later on, the third person who ditched me spammed the hell out of me, an admin from Sonic's chat mocked my writing, then the next day, he was acting like a smartass. I had it to the point I moved back to my dead chat, then when it was dead, I felt like I wanted to be done with chats, then when I was happy when it happened, the same guy who spammed me spammed me again to the point I removed him everywhere, he posted the screenshot of me saying I'm done with chats, and people wanted to post a pic of where I was at a bake sale with Anime fans.
Final Strike!
Much to no surprise, I went back to my Xat, I stayed for awhile, I frequently visited for a friend I can DEFINITELY trust, I made up with the people. But yesterday, after I got home from Anime Central (The Anime con at Chicago), I uploaded the pics I took, and uploaded my costume, I noticed a sign when a troll told me I look like a faggot, then I told him not to post the pic, what does he do? HE POSTS IT! Even the people there said my costume sucked. I exploded to no limit, forcing him to take it down, and he did. Later on, I told the co-admin who ditched me about this, and he didn't give a shit, he didn't bother to readd me as well on other places. I just... Couldn't take it anymore.
So yeah, I can't stand being betrayed by them, being picked on by them, not giving a shit about me. So yeah, I needed to leave and remove everyone before it gets worse.
That's my rant.