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Anything Goes / Re: Anyone's art thread

« on: April 21, 2015, 09:34:38 AM »

doodle

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General Gaming Discussion / Re: Super Mario Kart Super Circuit Double Dash 64 7 Wii DS 8

« on: April 15, 2015, 02:21:13 AM »

[8:56:28 PM] ?Kapus: I'm going to main the heck out of female villager
[8:56:32 PM] ?Kapus: well
[8:56:33 PM] ?Kapus: sub main
[8:56:37 PM] ?Kapus: gotta stay loyal to toadette
[8:56:39 PM] ?Kapus: but still

also the animal crossing music in that new course aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

It's like a medley of all the different Animal Crossing theme songs, it's amazing

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Anything Goes / Re: Anyone's art thread

« on: April 13, 2015, 03:06:40 AM »

Have I ever posted something ugly in this topic?

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Events / Re: [Custom Compo] I.N.S.P.I.R.E. Map Competition

« on: April 13, 2015, 02:01:55 AM »

+attempt

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MM8BDM Discussion / Re: MM8BDM v5 Public Thread - MM9 Expansion

« on: April 12, 2015, 02:27:33 AM »

I promise I'll make a map worth playing this time.

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Anything Goes / Re: Anyone's art thread

« on: April 11, 2015, 05:24:25 AM »

Amberose's birthday was earlier this week.

so uhhh I drew something for her! She's super nice.

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Anything Goes / Re: Anyone's art thread

« on: April 09, 2015, 01:29:28 AM »

doodled.

(click to show/hide)

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Anything Goes / Re: Anyone's art thread

« on: April 08, 2015, 04:02:14 AM »

ohmygosh!!

Your art is sooooooooooo adorable! I wish I could draw as neatly and cutely as you do! I love all of these little sketches!!

And thank you so much for drawing me yet another gift! You're waaaaay too nice to me, even if it was something you just doodled because you were bored! I love you, Rui!

Also I feel like your interpretation of Mickle is spot on.

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Events / Re: Silent Fall Competition #1 - MM6KNI

« on: April 07, 2015, 04:54:09 AM »

I forgot this was a thing. I did the best I could with the final route and was satisfied with that so I stopped.

Congrats to Mickle. I knew he'd pull through in the end.

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Anything Goes / Re: General Offtopic Discussion

« on: April 06, 2015, 02:25:49 AM »

Mickle is really feeling it I see

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Anything Goes / Re: Cutstuff Sanctuary

« on: April 05, 2015, 02:44:52 AM »

Quote from: "Bikdark"

Considering Cutstuff has been relatively lifeless for the past 3 months, uncomfortableness and confusion is very understandable. Many people here probably feel out of place due to very little communication. Trust me, it isn't specific to you.

Thank you, but I don't think that actually has anything to do with why I feel bad. When I say "cutstuff community", I really mean the community as a whole, even outside the forum. The message board may be really slow, but there are still many active groups around skype and such where people of the community mingle. People also hang out in the servers nearly every day.

That's my fault though, I've been very bad at explaining my issue.

Quote from: "Bikdark"

Regarding your statement regarding your reputation here, why is that? You've committed no reprehensible actions, and have had nothing but a positive impact on the community.

Well...I'm not quite sure, haha. That's kind of the problem. It's a very strange feeling that I'm not sure how to put into words. I might know how to express it slightly, but I feel kind of uncomfortable elaborating further than I already have, I guess. I suppose I'll try since someone told me to be more confident in myself.

It's not so much that I feel guilty about anything regarding my reputation. But I guess I feel that...the majority of the community doesn't know me past the surface of my reputation and identity. I feel like there's a lot more to me than what most people know (and what most people do know probably isn't fully true anyway), but I don't feel comfortable showing much more of myself than I have. Like, I've been subtly suppressing myself a great deal and not being fully honest or true to myself as I would like. Part of that I think is because I feel that it clashes with my reputation--the surface that people do know of me--as it stands now? I guess? I'm confusing myself just trying to explain it.

When I go onto MM8BDM servers using an alias, I generally feel more comfortable because I feel like I can be myself as much as I want to be without being tied to my original identity or reputation and the things that go along with it.

Quote from: "Cerikeno"

Unfortunately, most people who recognize you will still call you Kapus and not by the alias.

Well, yeah, of course. And it doesn't help.

Quote from: "Emmanuelf06"

you are a very nice guy

Thank you but please don't call me guy.

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Anything Goes / Re: Cutstuff Sanctuary

« on: April 04, 2015, 11:49:10 PM »

It's a bit hard for me to pinpoint why exactly, but I've felt very uncomfortable amongst most of the cutstuff community in recent times. I don't really like being around as much as I used to. It's kind of foggy in my head and I'm not sure exactly why I don't feel comfortable, but it's caused me to leave a few of the community's groups and be a little less active. I've been thinking a lot lately as to why I feel this way and I'm still not sure what the root cause is. I don't think it's entirely a personal issue--I don't really seem to have any serious beef with the people in this community individually, but when it comes to some parts of the community as a whole, I just do not feel good. Then again, there are a few people (I don't like to name names) that I've ended up doing my best to avoid as a result of this, so maybe it is a bit personal..?? I dunno.

This is all really fuzzy to me still and I'm having an awful time expressing this, but I think another part of it might have to do with my identity. I'm not sure what it is about it exactly, but I guess I don't feel happy being known as I am in cutstuff. I don't like how I'm currently seen. I'm not comfortable with my "reputation", whatever it may be. I think this is why I've been aliasing a lot when playing MM8BDM--an attempt to get away from my identity and reputation, and away from the eyes of a few people. I kinda realized that if I played the game without people immediately knowing who I was, I didn't feel as bad. Once again it's hard to pinpoint why exactly it is this way for me.

Ironically, I feel like I could have better explained and expressed this issue in myself if...I didn't feel so uncomfortable, haha. I feel like this post is kinda messy and poorly worded (which is kinda how it feels in my head), but I'm not sure what else to say.

yeah.

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