Cutstuff Sanctuary

[Kapus]

When you interact with people, do they generally come to you or do you come to them?

[Knux]

The latter, mostly. I guess I don't do stuff that makes people want to talk to me much, or something. Yeah, no idea.

[Kapus]

So, have people just been responding less or have you just been putting less effort in reaching out to people?

[Knux]

Actually, it's funny you ask that. It's been a thing throughout my entire life that when I try to legit get someone's attention because I have something important to say, and they keep on not listening, I give up on talking at all. Needless to say, I get extremely frustrated when people don't listen at all, as if I'm not there, or cut me off when I'm talking to them (especially if they asked about something in the first place!) I think that's rude, and I have no idea if being elaborate with my answers bothers people, but I LIKE being elaborate whenever I feel I can be.

But anyway, to answer your question, I have been putting on less effort to reach people. Probably because of how apathetic I'm feeling towards trying. The feeling of futility that comes out of it. Yeah, I don't feel exactly encouraged to get involved with people after trying for so long, only to end up just as alone.

[Shinryu]

Hopefully I'm not barging in on this, but I can understand the aspects of getting frustrated when people either don't listen or cut others off when speaking (trust me, I had to grow up in a house where that sort of thing happened all the time), along with the element of elaborating a lot when speaking. I've been told I tend to over analyze things quite a bit, but you know what? A part of me can't help myself in doing so. I enjoy elaborating in-depth on things, and quite honestly, I enjoy listening and reading in-depth conversations from others as well. I guess it just takes a while to find others with a similar liking for this sort of thing.

[Knux]

To me, it seems that the world breeds out a lot more impatient people everyday. People who can't stop to think and analyze, just doing things and being extremely simplistic. Now, I'm not bashing people for this, but when that simplistic attitude hurts others and they just run along like nothing happened around them? Man, does that fire me up in anger. Who knows, maybe they're too busy with their world to care. All I know is I can't stop thinking deeply about a lot of things, including the pit of a life I've dug myself into (which I'd rather not talk about here.)

[Kapus]

So you put less effort into reaching people now because you feel you will be left alone in the end.

Please bear with me here--I genuinely want to help you and hold no ill will towards you. I don't want anyone to be depressed or lonely, especially over something like this.


I'm going to try and be rather simple here. From my understanding, people tend to distance themselves from you a bit or silence you out due to your occasional hostile attitudes. I speak mostly from my experience in the mapper's skype chat, and I'm sure a lot of other people can attest to this. There have been many times in the past where you have blown up at people in rather childish fits. You seem to have a serious problem with anger and grudges, and a lot of times get furious at people to the point where they are driven away. You act nice most of the time, but when someone goes on about something you disagree with or confronts you about something, you get disturbingly angry. During those times, you seem to act very self centered and display little regard to other people's thoughts or feelings. Ironically, you state that you are annoyed with people who act impatient all day, but I think you need a healthy dose of patience and tolerance yourself.

In addition to that, you rarely, if ever, seem to apologize for these events. You never seem to have any idea that you ever acted any bit wrong during those blowups. It seems to me that you either have a complete lack of sympathy or you're just very afraid of being wrong or making mistakes in some way.


I think people tend to be wary of getting any closer to you for these reasons, and I hope you can acknowledge and work at some of this. I state again that I hold no ill will towards you nor do I think that you're a bad person. You just seem very troubled, and I want and have been wanting to help.

[Knux]

...I don't have a legit answer to any of that. I get angry, like everyone else. That doesn't mean you can come in here, start up an interrogatory, then go bash me about how I act without any context nor sympathy as if I'm the only one at fault.

I'm never posting here again. Good night.

[Kapus]

I'm not sure if you fully read my post. I was not trying to bash you or attack you about the way you act. I did interrogate, yes, but that's because I want to help. I really, really want to help.

HELP. Not hurt. I come in peace. I don't want to be an enemy, I want to be a friend. I want to assist you and understand you. But if you won't let me do that, then alright. It is your choice.

[Geno]

aw man, now Knux is gone.

Although it was a little weird how angry he got at Kappy.
She was only trying to help!

[coolcat7022]

Some people hate being told their way isn't right, just like a please stop

[Kapus]

Stop making prejudicial comments towards religious groups. I figured you were just being clueless the fist time, but now I'm under the impression that you're just trolling or trying to be funny.

Seriously, stop.

[Rozark]

Some people hate being told their way isn't right, just like a christian.

You're really good at offending multiple people at once aren't you.
That's bad.
I personally don't care because I don't have any religious affiliation, but it IS getting quite annoying

Edit: Darn kappy beat me to it

[Ceridran]

Some people hate being told their way isn't right, just like a staaaaaap.

did you ever stop to think that religious people believe

[Jman]

I'm a Buddhist (a very lousy one), and I find that offensive, coolcat...