Cutstuff Sanctuary

[Jman]

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Don't be scared! I had the same problem IRL. I'm still as introverted as ever, but I at least take the time to talk to the folks around me in class.

[Red]

i masturbate like 7 times a day and sometimes even more and i can't stop doing it
i wish i could stop but i really can't and i feel like trash 90% of the time

[Kapus]

Is seven like an exaggerated number or are you being completely literal?

[Red]

it's an average, sometimes i do like 5, sometimes i can go up to 11

i might stop if it hurts but even if it does sometimes i'll just keep going
i've tried many different things to like, decrease the amount of times i do that, or the frecuency, but i always fail

sometimes i wish about the things i could be doing instead of, well, that, and it really gets me down and ruins my mood :c

[Kapus]

I can understand how that would make you gloomy.

This is a bit of an odd case for me to hear about, though, and I unfortunately do not know what to offer for advice. Is it really that hard to control yourself from doing it? Perhaps if you ever feel tempted you can remind yourself of the bad feelings it brings afterward.

[Red]

there's not much i can do anyway, thinking about how bad it'll make me feel will get me down anyway, and i'll end up with the same result, most likely.

i just felt like confessing it since i saw this thread and it was the first thing i thought of, sorry if it might seem disgusting to anyone or something

[Kapus]

No, it is fine. I'm not really disgusted. Much more so concerned.

You may end up with the same result of sadness a bit, but do you think it would help you to stop the habit anyway?

[Hilman170499]

I'm gonna post here. First of all, I'm tall, dark(black hair), and wacky. I also have a tendency to laugh sometimes. I am hunting for enjoyment.

I also have many weaknesses, including:

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1) I hate being startled.
2) I'm somewhat pessimistic. Sometimes, I think of the worst thing that can happen. For example, let's say I want to start a conversation, only to think that the other guy would yell at me for bugging them.
3) Sometimes, I'm lonely. As much as I like alone-time, sometimes, when I'm online, I feel somewhat gloomy and tend to burn my time doing other things out of pure boredome. I also feel left in the dirt when I see true companions in Cutstuff doing cool stuff, because with friends like those, you can easily find happiness, and I don't have such friends here...
4) I am too fond of cuteness, and sometimes I wonder that I go off-road with that feeling. Luckily, I don't go too far by let's say "thinking something ugly or terrifying is adorable". Really, my opinions are very specific, and just too complicated to explain.
5) I can be a bit of a jerk when I feel slightly mad. Fortunately, I try to keep that in chains and be genuinely nice. I also refrian from being an ultra-jerk in the forums since it would cost me my access here, and I want to enjoy my time here.
6) Very rarely, I can go aggressive, sometimes without being directly provoked. Things revolving around my aggression include envy, holding grudges, bickering, acting violent and feeling hatred. I get over it quickly, but it comes back as easily. And I'm still a nice guy and I genuinely want this rage gone.
If you read the aggression thing, this is very important to note. I AM NOT ASKING FOR ADVICE OR HELP. The aggression thing is more of a warning. Besides, if I recieve advice, I will listen, but it will be ineffective because negativity is part and parcel of our lives, and I am not strong enough to resist mine. However, if you wish to help, all you can do is listen and be prepared for when it really happens, and if you feel an advice is necessary, keep it between you and me and do not post it anywhere here.

With that said, smell ya'- I mean hope you take the news smoothly and BLUE FOR DAYS!

[Turbodude]

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Lately I've been feeling a small sense of emptiness for reasons unclear. I wouldn't describe it as I'm missing something, I feel satisfied with what I have, the people I care for, and so on and so forth.

I guess the best I can describe it is that I don't feel like I'm doing enough.

[Laggy Blazko]

I'm a huge fan of violent, war themed games and that kind of stuff, but... I actually get really angry whenever I watch news on TV and I see war, crimes or terrorism.

[ice]

I think it's cause real people are getting hurt as opposed to pixels, it's perfectly normal.

Also I just realized I am True Neutral, in more ways then 1
I'm also feeling a tad under apreciated lately :/
in Secondlife I made an avatar for someone, but they never wore it once and are now asking for another avi which feels makes me think "What if they're not even going to use this one either?'
And in the artistic side, Ive done several drawings lately, but I have yet to get a single comment on them on DeviantArt, Tumblr, Facebook, and even on here (except for my 5naf drawing apparently)

[Ceridran]

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I insult my own ideas all the time because I want to be the first one to deal damage instead of others.
I often assume anything I say will be returned with a negative response.

It goes to the point of my never carrying out ideas I thought were cool ideas.

[Russel]

Deconstruction of one's own concepts isn't particularly a bad thing. Just straight up downing them for literally no reason is, however.

If you have ideas you think are cool, you should share them and sometimes people will respond positively and give you good feedback on the subject. It's incredibly helpful to pitch such ideas to people who are experienced in the topic and ask if they have any input and modify your ideas to conform, at least in part, to the given input if you feel it will improve on the idea.

Sometimes ideas sound really great on paper but in execution they can turn out to be utter trash. Take for instance Under Siege, an arena-styled first-person shooter game mixed with an objective system of a MOBA. Doesn't sound bad on paper, right? However, when you take apart the individual features of both a MOBA and an arena shooter, you get conflicts that simply can't be resolved. This is why the game was never finished even though I spent essentially an entire summer working on a basis for it.

While yes, it is good to criticize your own ideas, it isn't good to completely shut them down with no reason behind it. The same applies when criticizing the ideas of others.

[Rozark]

Things have changed.

[LarissaFlash]

I'm utterly depressed always.  

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IRL, and IG. It's always the same to me.
I do my best and punch my brain to act normal and be liked by people but i just went off the cage and act like a faggot, just like always, i don't wanna hurt anyone, i love them but i aalways end by getting hated by Everyone IRL and IG. I try to hide my sadness to don't make everyone sad, i don't wanna hang out with friends because they're pretty different(COMPLETELY different in all the ways, like, they like other type of food.)Sometimes i just wanna kill myself.